Its been a rough day, but in one area of my life a damn good one. In the regards of school its been EXCELLENT. I have been given a full tuition scholarship for my next 2 count them 2 years in school. This helps out our financial stress immensely.....
Someone told me once that " you are worth the wait" Does that no longer apply? Am I no longer worth it? Is there a time limit on love, people, caring, dedication, commitment? Did my warranty run out? Do we have a patience time limit? Do I have broken parts? Did I not do the job that was expected of me? Am I easily replaceable? (I had this really strange dream where we were all turned into robots....haven't been sleeping well at all lately)
Boy......what a harsh return policy...........
I am still hurt, confused, and still very very angry and resentful.....AG told me to turn on some angry "I can't stand you or anyone else" music and jump up and down and scream as loud as I want. Get and stay angry he said...see this for what it is.....which works until the Umbrella Cockatoo gets going with her screaming, and playing and then it's just plain loud ass noise.....lol
So looking forward to Pagan Picnic this weekend...........you all have no idea. Both days from start to finish.....yeah. I am not one to stick my head in the sand and stop doing things I love. I WILL be at every kinky event I want to go to, I WILL celebrate my life and all of those that I love in it.
I am proud of me, of all I have done in my life, and all that I continue to do. Great things are in store for me. Simply because I DO NOT QUIT.
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