Ok so the pic of me, Sir and AG turned out great....it is posted on both my facebook and myspace. AG took one of Sir and I sitting on the lawn for a few minutes while the two men smoked (I can't stand for too long lately don't know what the deal is there) and he will be sending that one to me later this evening I do believe. Sir and I are trying to talk him into coming to the next Flog with us and oh boy I will just be too happy if that happens.

Last night Sir's pager went off 3 times again. I do not know what is happening down here but when that pager goes off I am up. Can not go back to sleep up, even after he comes home safe. Is this ever gonna get better?

Homework and school are going well. This semester is filled with research papers, Government opinion papers, and if the book store doesn't get my text book in I will scream. Thank Goddess all the teachers are understanding that the book store did not order enough to accomadate all the extra students this term.

Sir and I have been setting some new rules and protocals in place but to be honest with everything going on some days it is hard to just do the little things for him like making sure his drink is filled and cold, making sure he has all he needs and wants while here, rubbing his feet and back nightly, etc. Thankfully Sir is very understanding of both my mental and physical state lately and we have adjusted things to suit all of the happenings in the house. Soccer is starting soon again, and I am thankful that Sir's friend D is going to be assistnat coach this season because I simply can not do it.

My blue hair turned out awesome. You can not see it in the pics because it was taken at dark, but when I am out in the sun or normal light it is very cool. It took me 34 years to do something so bold with my outward appearance and I am so glad I did. I got a few compliments at school today.

Well back to the homework. Sir says he is planning a night out with play away from home here this coming week and I can not wait but hope I am up to his standards......sigh

Hugs and well wishes to you all.....missing some faces...missing some voices....missing normal life in general but what is normal for any of us?