Lil Bit

Second day of classes today. Madness yet again in the parking lots but better then yesterday. Class seats are filling up as quick as possible. Ugh I can not stand being shoved in with so many people but after the first 2 weeks it will thin out it always does. My Algebra homework went surprisingly well last night so we will give this teacher the full 2 weeks before I see whether I drop or not. AG and I had a long talk about it before class today and I was basically told yet again that I am not a quitter and need to remember that.

Through the years I have had tons of new "slave names" from Doms I have served and /or played with. It seems once they get to know me they pick me a new name. Sometimes it is something simple like "China doll" because my hair is so black and my skin so pale and creamy. I was told I looked like a china doll. Other times they do not have an explanation and say it just comes to them. (odd that D never gave me a name I guess my real one just suited him)

So last night Sir and I are doing separate things. I am homeworking, he is on the computer. I got up to go outside with him when he went to smoke and I went to give him a hug. "Quick cuddles?" he asked "yes Sir" Now even though Sir is my height I find myself nuzzling my head into the nape of his neck and resting my head on his shoulder. As I lay my head on his shoulder he asked "are you feeling ok lil bit?" It dawned on us both in that moment that in 8 years of marriage not once has he named me in any way shape or form......except for now.

I am His Lil bit..........and I am happy. (massively stressed out due to homework and other issues but happy, in the very core of my being)