I am frustrated to the point of sheer anger and restlessness

I need a vacation BADLY

I need to just disappear for awhile and sit my big ass down in the sand, or curl up under a hotel room blanket and get gobs of room service

I need to be beaten and fucked senseless

I need to be held and stroked and sweet nothings whispered in my ear

I need things I can not even mention here because whew some of them are down right naughty and some of them you all would be shaking your heads

I need some of the people in my life to grow the fuck up, get their business out of my business and get their own lives

I need to create a Bucket List..................hmmmmm maybe I will post it tomorrow