Aaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh

Ok so my daughters ear drops cause her to roll around and convulse like some kind of devil child, while she is screaming like someone poured water on her and she is the wicked witch....so put NUMEROUS calls into the specialist and her pediatrician. No answer yet pretty pissed about it.

AG, his kids and my whole fam is supposed to go this weekend to the river and bbq, swim and hang out. Goddess that will be nice.

I was approached by a past Dom today, who blatantly asked me to either be his slave again, or at the very least have an affair with him. Needless to say after all the vicious, cruel, hateful things he did to me..............he was pretty much laughed at and told not on your life would I do that to my husband and never in a million years with you. Hubby just kind of laughed and said "well everyone wants my girl but I am the one who has her" (damn right baby)

Hubby and I keep growing closer and better together. Our love is amazing, and little things like general manners that we would give to a stranger or a friend we now do and say with each other and you would be AMAZED at the difference it has created. Last night when he got home from the firehouse we sat and watched all 3 episodes of Drop Dead Diva and laughed together. We have a new favorite "fluff" show to watch together. There is no where else I would rather be late at night then curled up in his arms, as he strokes my arms, neck and hair telling me how much he loves me. Those amazing little butterflies come a flutter when he pulls into the driveway, or when he smiles at me.

Yesterday I went to see my mom and it was ROUGH. She was in all of her full glory with her drinking and her mental issues and by the time I got home I was pretty upset. Hubby had to go to the firehouse but he pulled me into the shower with him and hugged me tight and said "no matter how old you get she is still your mom and it will still hurt" He tried to get me to talk about it but I was not ready so he did the next best thing which was just hold me so I could cry. He is truly amazing and I am so grateful for him.

Now help me SAVE THE ROOSTER!!!!!!! We have a rooster that is my hubby's bud It rides on his lawnmower, his shoulder, and follows him around. We have had it for 4 years and he has started to crow. We can not have a crowing rooster in city limits. I called all around and finally got a home for him so that we do not have to "axe" him. Now before anyone goes off we raise our chickens from babies for their eggs and their meat. It is the only chicken we eat. I do not agree with hubby wanting to kill this one. Above all it is his choice, but this is like one of our dogs to him and I know this. I am rallying to save his life and let him go live with his fireman buddy D (who may be joining us at Flog next month) If you know my hubby, help me convince him not to kill this one. Not by doing the whole "killing animals is wrong thing" but by the "this is like one of your other pets" thing. I know we raise them for this exact purpose but this one has been very different....I know confusing...even to me I am usually the first one to plan what kind of chicken dinner we are gonna have.....sorry my veg friends...I am who I am...

Day 2 of SAVE THE ROOSTER is under way.......giggle